| | Dear Mom,
We are blessed with being together. You raise us without a complaint, be them our physical or mental needs.
Day after day, we have been growing up; but at the same time, I discover that we have grown away from you, not the physical distance but our thinkings, the thinkings of perspectives and notions about the manner of treating people . Maybe because of the generation gap, we have argued a lot these days and I just want to say," I am tired !"
To be perfectly frank, I love you more than anyone else in this world but I am not good at expressing myself how I feel about you and how much I respect you from the bottom of my heart. I know I am hurting you deeply. But you know, my silly behaviour is also hurting me deeply. Indeed, I hate seeing your tears and frustrated look.
Why don't I act the way like you, loving others without asking rewards and prices? I admit I am not careful and patient enough to try to understand you; this always makes me ashamed of myself. Why do you always forgive me before my apology, especially what I have done to you?
Sometimes, I am glad you are always with us, standing by us in a slient way, pointing out our irresponsibility and selfishness critically. In this moment, I just want to say, " Sorry."
Loves,
E.Leung
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