| | I often think that nobody understands me. I really have spent some time wondering whether I am too lonely to be alone, so I often feel the need to get somebody there to talk with, to just understand what is in my mind and why I do something. But it’s no use doing that, because nobody ever in the world understands the things that I am even not sure about.
I am not sure whether I like you or not, I am afraid that I feel something that is not true, and that it is just because I AM ALONE.
We are quite different, and that really matters.
If I like you, I will want to see you more than doing anything else. If I like you, I will want to get together with you more than anyone else. If I like you, I will place you in the most important position of my heart, just as I do my family. If I like you, I will accept anything YOURS, because you are my destiny. If I like you, I will appreciate everything that is YOURS, whether it coincides with mine or not. If I like you, I will live on just because of YOU, because without you, life would be nothing but to keep the dull body still working. If like you, I will stand by behind the curtains, watching you and wishing all the best to you, because your happiness and your comfortableness are far more valuable than mine. If I like you, I will cherish your smile, your voice, your words and even your sneeze, everything that is YOURS. If I like you, I will listen to you quietly when you talk, because to me, you are the world. But if I like you, I will not let you know about my feelings even before the last moment before we are parting for ever, ever and ever, so you didn’t ever know about it, and you don’t know about it, and, you are not going to know forever.
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