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Rate of Mood: so....just get out from it
like i always know....i always have certain days within a month to feel sooo lowly...
when i was in that state, i will be so thoughtful, ponderous, EXTREMELY pessimistic....sigh
in this period of time, i will be so easily lost in the TORNADO of sorrow....which is bad...
sometimes manage to get out from it, sometimes sink into it...but now as i grow, i know i should be the previous part....
anywayz yesterday's sermon was touched deep into MY HEART....
the preacher said, "often people always complain about not being loved by others, and view their own problems the greatest...."
when i heard that, i knew sometimes i did that too, tho not as much as before, just sometimes i fail in this lesson...
i know i shouldn't be like that, and should always put aside those things, and love others more...
as John Chp 13:33-36 says, by loving each one another, we are known as God's disciples....
Im still learning,....but im sorta mad @ myself for failing so much....a friend told me, if you wanna love others, you should learn how to learn yourself first...
and the Bible says, we should rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you...and....having food and clothing, with these we shall be content....
All these things, i know and always know that i should do it....it's just hard...especially the part of loving myself..
the more i grow up, the more the fault i find inside me, and the more i dun like myself....
sigh i just dun deserve the care from others....i truly mean this....thankful for those who listen to me when im blue =] you guys are my TRUE FRIENDS XDD
now i will just try to keep the commandment as new as i can, and to love others more...
glad that i suggested to dad that he should come here a week earlier =] i could tell he's happy when i asked that =]
i dun care if you care or not.....
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