| | Rate of Mood: REALLY almost dead .....=T
well it's the 4th day!!! um....today wasn't as good as yesterday if you compare ><|||| sigh i didn't really do a good job.... i didn't control the kids well....they knew each other well so they became more active now ==||| but i did enjoy to play with them, yet it's NOT allowed @ church, if i do, even i will be scolded by the teachers..... got acquainted with Karen more, she kept poking me hahaha XDD she's really cute haha but kinda RUDE XP anywayz, everything went so fast today as well =] and quite smoothly, no more power outage or anything um....only during lunch, when i got the soup, ms. vivien said, 'well it seems like you quite get along with david' i replied, "well it's ok hahaha cause he's quite like my cousin so i guess...(^^)" then ms. vivien said, "well then let just pay more attention on him then...." and so i decided to pay a visit to his class and when i went there, i talked with flora and fa fa XDD then i started the convo with david it's quite ok, cause he did reply me, but then he stood behind and suddenly, stretched out his arm, crossing it in front of my throat and starting to squeeze he said, "i wanna kill YOU!!!!" and he held more firmly, and during those mins, i barely breathed.. in a thought, i thought i would die == and i felt really grieved for him.....cause when i thought i can get close to him and try to correct him....he just went back to his self....>< sigh um.....but then at that moment, i didn't think of telling to the counsellors for what he did, cause my grief was all in my mind... after lunch, david was really naughty that he was with the counsellors the WHOLE time sigh...dunno how to HELP!!!! only when i was on my way home, in Ms. maggy's car, i started to tell her about what he did to me, cause jon was saying about that and david did that to him as well =T during home time, i got the chance to talk to jocelyn, mainly about the assurance, she didn't know what that mean when i first said the word anywayz went to theory class as usual luckily that i slept for an hour in between so that i didn't dose off hehe =3 | |