| My dearest Ellen,
Thank you for the Christmas card and the beautiful star necklace you brought me as the gift.Love it very much, gonna wear it every single day, whenever I saw it I just can't help but murmuring the lines..."May it be a light for you in the dark places...when other lights go out."aha!
I'm so grateful, my friends, it is one of the best time in my life.To be here, to live my Life like this, how lucky and thankful I am!Early this year I thought it's gonna be a dream never be touched, and never will be.I almost lost my hope and it was painful,it's very dark place indeed. Now, the fate is changing and so does everything.I just feel so grateful, full of hope and love and curiosity! I know you'd be so happy to hear that, my dear Ellen.
As you know, I didn't go to Z's party. Instead we went to this cute little church to hear children singing carols, it made me calm and happy.I don't want to go to the party whatsoever.I hate to tell you but what they talk about and interest in is utterly boring to me. The topics are always the same and sometimes even they themselves can feel the dullness.
The dreadful truth is that they're so easily to be negative, almost like keen on it, and you know me, I just hate that kind of attitude. I can't bear it anymore, especiall now, with everything going on and I'm eager to learn and get started. I wanted to be focused by creating a positive, calm and inspiring circumstance (and energy)around me. I'm fully entitled to be like that as a human being. I'm gonna try to live my own way, and I won't let them destroy the joy and the spirit I'm having with me.That's just wrong.
Say hi to Jack, tell him that the swimming pool is empty because of him. And please let me know when you're gonna set off to Munich.
Love for ever
J. | |