i thought i knew you well,
i thought i am doing the right things all the time,
i thought you understood what i want,
i thought you knew me well,
but actually what i "thought" was different with what you think.

from that moment, i just realize i am hurting you,
you never say NO to me, but i am always do that to you,
i trust to myself that we are nothing,
i try to prove to others that what they said and thought were WRONG,
my trusting is actually cheating me,
i thought i am rational,
but from what i think, do and said just showing that i am selfish, childish, irrational,
from what you thought, did and said are trying to let me know about something,
but i just ignore, avoid, pretend nothing and assume you are joking,
i thought this can let us feel more comfortable, hence my "comfortable" was actually make you suffer,
i knew you are trying to let go, but i never think to let you go,
i will always think that your sacrifice are what you SHOULD do on me,
你的付出已成了我的理所当然！
  you already prepared a stage for me to step forward, climb higher,
but we still not at the same step,
is me remaining at the same place or you can't catch up my step?
people said god will left a window when the door closed;
you already opened a happiness door for me but left a sadness window for yourself!

maybe one day i will regret for what i doing now,
maybe i will jealous in future,
therefore,
now i more appreciate forever of friendship than sweet of love.
比起爱情的甜蜜，我更珍惜友谊的永恒。