The day before our trip,
I try my best to make a pause for my disseration, but actually I need to finish it...
But I'm back, you know..
I found that power and energy to continue my task
and now, I am taking my cross to keep working.
It's not easy but I need to step forward and he is always with me.
After chating with him last night,
I feel freer, happier and easier.
It's not an anwser that I'm waiting for
just having time with him as a friend that is only thing I want to be.
no more
j