| | it semms everything about my dream was over,which i had been enterprizing for more than one year.everyone around is worrying about me.so i even don't have enough time to feel depressed with their accompanying.cherry took me to Peking University today,because i told her i wanted to see trees.we went to a caffee in the campus and chatted to kill the time.every time when i see the beautiful gingkgo under the blue,clean sky,i will feel better.this time is the same.the evening,i received the call from my sister.she just told me all of them knew how i felt.they knew all i wanted was just to have the ability to be independable and to take care of them.they knew i got a lot of pressure because i wanted to take care of them instead of being taken care of by them.she told me life would be that kind of living with family and friends happily.for a long time,they support me whatever i want to do.so now all i need to do is considerring carefully about my future and then taking off.just because of them,all my friends and my family,i can fly as high as i want.my dream will come true in the future.of course,it is not the same as the old one.it is larger and more beautiful than the old one.anyway,we will see.
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